It was about 3 weeks after he left me and I was still an emotional wreck on the inside. To anyone that saw me, though, I was the same old MsP. I still smiled and joked- though it seemed more robotic to those who truly knew me. I was back at work and it was [...]
The face behind the pen…
New Song
I wrote a new song (as posted on my last blog) Here’s the link to the YouTube clip. Thanks to everyone for the support <3
Changes
I was spending some time with friends recently. The drinks were flowing and we were all getting really sentimental. One friend suggested we all tell each other what we were thankful for about this last year, being that I had just turned 24 and we’re also about to celebrate a new year. I listened as [...]
Thanksgiving 2010
Ah yes, one of those posts. And yes, I have had a tiny bit to drink. It’s a holiday- don’t judge me! This year, a lot has happened to me. A lot. Some of it was awesome and life changing. Some of it was terrible and just as life changing. I’ll start with the easy [...]
Cowboy Up!
I am sitting in an airport that I have grown familiar with over the last 11 months. I’ve tried to contain my excitement in the seats to my left. I have wept down the hall at C6. I have made excited phone calls in the bathroom stall with the giant fleur de lis painted on [...]
Change…
Well here I am- 17 days since my world stopped momentarily. I am back to the old me- smiling, laughing, working hard, making plans to move, writing, living life. I chopped off my hair, moved back to the town I grew up in, and was moved to my old station in the big E until [...]
Therapy Letter
I was encouraged to write a letter about how I feel to the person I feel the most anger and sadness towards. Here goes. *takes a deep breath* Hi. I miss you. I know it’s tacky starting off a letter like that, but it’s the truth. I think about you all of the time [...]
Therapy Day 1: “Am I Going Crazy?”
A lot has been happening personally in my life and I have been encouraged to write openly and honestly about it. I guess I have to start at the beginning of what I remember from this journey. I was at work on Thursday night, my boots beside my clipboard on the floor and my feet [...]
October 15th
Well, October 15th has passed and TB lit the candle for me at 7pm since I was stuck at work. We decided to blow it out together once I got home. On my drive home, I wrote this dedication to Wittoh in my head for when I blew out the candle. Wittoh, You were such [...]
