So… it is with gerat joy that I re-enter the social realm. I now have internet again. The last few weeks have been hectic! Mav and I have been organizing and getting settled into our new environments both at home and at work. I’m going through a process that The Borg calls “CCP”- meaning Conditionally [...]
The face behind the pen…
Ghost limb
Despite 8 months of hurt and rage filled posts, tweets, e-mails, texts, thoughts etc etc… I still need you to grasp that I do miss you. Not in the needy way anymore, of course. My life has moved forward greatly the last few months, even with you gone. I’ve met the man that, in truth, [...]
Boxes
I’m sitting here amongst boxes and various articles of my life here on the farm for the last 24 years. Well, roughly. I’ve lived other places for small amounts of time but this is the place that I grew up and will always call “home.” I pack a box and sigh over it’s contents. I [...]
Goodbye, my Reds.
On Wednesday, I put in my two weeks notice as a dispatcher being that I’m moving 3 hours away on the 1st and all. Thursday afternoon, I got the e-mail saying that my 2 weeks was accepted, replacement found, and no need for me to return to work. While I am a little hurt by [...]
A Yeti Step
There are significant steps… Then there are big steps… Sometimes there are HUGE steps. But this? This is a Yeti step. Finally, after months and months and months of talking about moving, I am. I’m moving 3 hours SouthEast to the loveliest place in the South. Mav and I are moving to New Orleans together. [...]
The Waiting Game
Last night, my dispatcher called me on my way home from New Orleans. I was still on my little “I now lease a home in New Orleans” high… and it came crashing down with the realization that her call stirred in me. “The boss wants you to know that every one is on call for [...]
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For the first time in… well… ever, actually, I’ve gone public with a relationship. I’ve always avoided this because first off, I’m a commitment phobe and secondly, I’ve never liked to live my private life in the spotlight. That was until everything happened this summer and I started sharing my very private life with you [...]
The 12 Days of EMS Today: T-Minus 10 days
10 days until EMS Today Something I want accomplished today: Networking! Since I’m at work today, (magic, folks! This post was pre-written) my main goals are to get people EXCITED about coming out to the shows and to get involved on Social Media during the conference. So here is where I encourage you bloggers, podcasters, [...]
Happy Birthday…
Today would have been such a busy day for me. I would have been frantically packing a bag, I’m always packing at the last minute. There would be things to put in order, phone calls to make, and a drive to take. Jer and I would have been crazy scared- but I think we would [...]
Identity…
It was about 3 weeks after he left me and I was still an emotional wreck on the inside. To anyone that saw me, though, I was the same old MsP. I still smiled and joked- though it seemed more robotic to those who truly knew me. I was back at work and it was [...]
